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~Funeral for a Future~

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 1, 2008, 12:39 AM
I was walking down the daughtry path of darkess,
It disguise was soothing and peaceful,
Its lies were beautiful and kind,
I saw the darkness within me conquer my very self...
warp my reality and destroy my soul.

I no longer have a meaningful laugh...
I no longer have lingering thoughts...
I no longer have happiness...

Slowly crawling into the darkness that inhabits me is carelessness.

Falling into the tar like emotion i become heavy again and my wing again break with the corruption of this emptiness...

Sliding, Falling, Shattering, Breaking, Cursing, Lamenting,
Destroying, Failing, Yelling, Dying...
...the voice that soothes me has gone.
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Well i broke up with my gurl simply because she never showed me respect... I love her still maybe wayyy to much. Well im trying some new things ill probly load em in soon other than that nothing really out of the ordinary...I would like to see what that poem makes others see... I can't draw so i'll describe what i see...

Theres a large circle with my seraphs cross emblem in the center i'm lost in a shadowy mist that covers me, blood drips from a white demon wing which had been torn to shreds the black seraph wing covers my naked body as slowly the blood seems like a gentle pool in which i find peace...

If that disturbs anyone maybe you should stop watching me im going downhill and fast...

  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: Depressing music...
  • Reading: Music
  • Watching: My soul shatter
  • Playing: The game of depression on Hard
  • Eating: Sometimes
  • Drinking: Alcohol mostly

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: PR
  • Interests: Stuff completely random
  • Favourite movie: Donnie Darko
  • Favourite band or musician: Dream Theater
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock <all>
  • Favourite artist: Yoshitaka Amano
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite photographer: none @ the moment
  • Favourite style of art: must look flowy or cartoony :P
  • Operating System: Non o ur beeswax :P
  • MP3 player of choice: I wish i had an i pod...
  • Shell of choice: turtle
  • Wallpaper of choice: :D not saying :D
  • Skin of choice: leather lol
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 7
  • Favourite gaming platform: All
  • Favourite cartoon character: Speedie Gonzales < is it me or is he on coccaine? >
  • Personal Quote: The blood of the innocent leads to power...but must i sacrifice those i care about in order to save?
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop, PowerPoint, Notebook, Sketchbook, Personal Journal

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~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: May 23, 2008, 7:07:11 AM
Im okay tired as heck learning guitar basics and trying to get a job among other things...it could be better but im not gunna complay just try harder, as far as the book idea goes not sure i recommend try it worse thing that could happen you have lots of copies for your family X D

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Pixel-chick:iconPixel-chick: May 21, 2008, 11:45:56 AM
Im good :) Im in the process of moving so im not really drawing as much as id like to :(
I think i might make a book...im not sure, its an idea that im throwing around.
how are you?

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+20 personality <3
~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Apr 25, 2008, 10:41:55 PM Mood: Optimism
Ni lo menciones tienes talento y ojo para lo que haces creo que ese sueño tuyo se cumplira con el tiempo so ya sabes pa', nada sin intentar es solo una escusa por no buscar que hacer X D y tratar y no lograr es otra para ser bago pero no tienes ningunos de estos. So sin excusas!!! Maestro logra tu meta X D

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Hugodoy:iconHugodoy: Apr 24, 2008, 4:45:08 PM Mood: Joy
Hola. Gracias por el comentario, compadre. Se agradece el apoyo.
Saludos para alla desde Chile.

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~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Apr 24, 2008, 10:49:42 AM
LOL
u should make a blood elf on WOW and name it after a BB char
"as well as dress it up as one LOL"
Id like to see that costume :grin:

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Pixel-chick:iconPixel-chick: Apr 24, 2008, 8:48:51 AM
BB FTW!

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~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Apr 24, 2008, 8:21:55 AM
Yeah... well im an ex bible black perv thats why im warning you and yeah all the costumes and the story is awesome

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Pixel-chick:iconPixel-chick: Apr 23, 2008, 9:28:09 AM
Yeah I know about the bible black pervs! But i love the uniform!

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~Oukami-shoujo:iconOukami-shoujo: Apr 9, 2008, 2:36:14 PM
:aww:

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They say there are two kinds of bugs here in Texas: the ones who are small enough to fly through your screen door, and the ones who are big enough to open it. 0_0
~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Apr 8, 2008, 9:34:37 PM
LOL told ja

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Oukami-shoujo:iconOukami-shoujo: Apr 7, 2008, 8:23:46 PM
ya. I pressed F6 after sending this to 15 people. of course, nothing happened :XD:

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They say there are two kinds of bugs here in Texas: the ones who are small enough to fly through your screen door, and the ones who are big enough to open it. 0_0
~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Apr 6, 2008, 7:28:11 PM
Im pretty sure it doesnt DX and relationship problems are mostly related to bad comunication

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Oukami-shoujo:iconOukami-shoujo: Apr 1, 2008, 9:22:51 AM
READ THIS WHOLE THING. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problem

(I don't believe it works)

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They say there are two kinds of bugs here in Texas: the ones who are small enough to fly through your screen door, and the ones who are big enough to open it. 0_0
~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Mar 29, 2008, 1:50:05 PM
very welcome i thought it was a wonderful image

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~lex-strat:iconlex-strat: Mar 29, 2008, 1:21:03 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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No memory is untainted. :crazy:

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~broken-minds [link]
~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Mar 25, 2008, 12:55:36 PM Mood: Joy
Awesome i still pawn peeps with my zombees deck but its hard to carry my old dragon heavy deck, and prinnies pawn all XD

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Engel-of-the-Wired:iconEngel-of-the-Wired: Mar 25, 2008, 11:58:14 AM
prinnies say "ha, dood!" then they say "dood, ha!"
prinnies are so cool ^_^;;

Darigaaz, too D:
when I played MtG, my deck was based around those five dragons!

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"There are more things in heaven and earth, than are dreamt of in your philosophy." - Hamlet (I, v, 166-167)
~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Mar 25, 2008, 10:50:51 AM
Dood... sup?

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~Engel-of-the-Wired:iconEngel-of-the-Wired: Mar 17, 2008, 4:09:47 PM
ha, dood!

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"There are more things in heaven and earth, than are dreamt of in your philosophy." - Hamlet (I, v, 166-167)
~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Feb 24, 2008, 11:41:25 AM
No worries it was a really awesome look for a second i thought i was confused whether it was a painting or photoshop

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
*Koffee-Krazy:iconKoffee-Krazy: Feb 24, 2008, 9:30:12 AM
thanks so much for the fav on [link] I really appreciate it :hug:

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~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Feb 23, 2008, 10:52:50 PM
hey hey XD

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."
~tsuki-chan5:icontsuki-chan5: Feb 23, 2008, 12:34:11 PM
hihi ^^

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Hey I'm Uchiha Tsuki. My memory that was been erased by the anbu and was given back after my sharingan was activated. I'm now on jounin level and back after 2,5 year. Together with Sakura Sai and Naruto we are going to get sasuke back. That's a promise!
*LorvicMeow:iconLorvicMeow: Jan 31, 2008, 11:23:35 PM
Síii :w00t!:

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~Darigaazthenewflame:iconDarigaazthenewflame: Jan 31, 2008, 1:28:46 PM
no hay problema cuidate chica i sigue dibujando XD

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"Laziness is the will of the procrastinator and Pride is the best motivator." - Roland Rivera aka- ma best friend

"I think i know what the V-Tech guy was really thinking..."

"Love doesn't make you stupid only hornie."